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vex'ahlia (vessar, de rolo)
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Date:
2021-06-07 08:27 pm (UTC)
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vaax
i know it wasn’t
we’ve spoken since then
i wiped her tears and i held her
i’ll probably stay with her tonight
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Date:
2021-06-07 08:30 pm (UTC)
From:
vex
Good. That's....good.
I'll make sure my things are out of the room before then.
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Date:
2021-06-07 08:43 pm (UTC)
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vaax
where will you go?
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Date:
2021-06-07 08:49 pm (UTC)
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vex
i will find somewhere.
percival would sooner insist he sleep in the yard before he let me sleep on a couch, so.
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Date:
2021-06-07 08:51 pm (UTC)
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vaax
i’m glad he’s taking care of you
or trying to
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Date:
2021-06-07 08:59 pm (UTC)
From:
vex
Why wouldn't he?
...we're going to need to set some ground rules.
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Date:
2021-06-07 09:01 pm (UTC)
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vaax
i’m just grateful that it’s happening.
okay. i’m listening.
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Date:
2021-06-07 09:04 pm (UTC)
From:
vex
He never stopped.
I mean. No sleeping in
our
bed, for one.
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Date:
2021-06-07 09:08 pm (UTC)
From:
vaax
i have two of my own, so that shouldn’t be an issue. what else?
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Date:
2021-06-07 09:16 pm (UTC)
From:
vex
I might be rethinking his offer to make me my own now, too.
Just---just be aware. Okay?
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Date:
2021-06-08 02:09 am (UTC)
From:
vaax
i pushed him.
if that makes it any easier to forgive him. i know he allowed it to happen, but maybe it wouldn't have if i hadn't pushed so hard.
of course.
i love you.
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Date:
2021-06-08 02:22 am (UTC)
From:
vex
I forgave him a long time ago, Vax.
I love you too.
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Date:
2021-06-08 02:35 am (UTC)
From:
vaax
maybe if i'm lucky i'll get there with you, too.
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Date:
2021-06-08 02:42 am (UTC)
From:
vex
if you're lucky.
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Date:
2021-06-08 02:48 am (UTC)
From:
vaax
i can't lose you to this.
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Date:
2021-06-08 02:57 am (UTC)
From:
vex
you know
why
this is so difficult?
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Date:
2021-06-08 03:12 am (UTC)
From:
vaax
tell me anyway.
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Date:
2021-06-08 03:25 am (UTC)
From:
vex
It's not that it was my marriage or husband.
It's that the possibility of hurting me either didn't occur to you, or wasn't enough to deter you.
Three times,
Vax.
You're my other half. I just. I can't understand.
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Date:
2021-06-08 03:38 am (UTC)
From:
vaax
i'm sorry.
i'm --
just sorry.
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Date:
2021-06-08 05:17 am (UTC)
From:
vex
I know you are.
And I forgive you. I just.
My mind forgives you. But my heart needs time. Does that make any sense?
I want this feeling to go away and go back to normal as much as you do,
gods
do I, but it won't. And it won't for a while.
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Date:
2021-06-09 01:09 am (UTC)
From:
vaax
i'll be here for you when it does.
i've missed you so much, vex'ahlia. i'm not me without you.
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Date: 2021-06-07 08:27 pm (UTC)we’ve spoken since then
i wiped her tears and i held her
i’ll probably stay with her tonight
no subject
Date: 2021-06-07 08:30 pm (UTC)I'll make sure my things are out of the room before then.
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Date: 2021-06-07 08:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-07 08:49 pm (UTC)percival would sooner insist he sleep in the yard before he let me sleep on a couch, so.
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Date: 2021-06-07 08:51 pm (UTC)or trying to
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Date: 2021-06-07 08:59 pm (UTC)...we're going to need to set some ground rules.
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Date: 2021-06-07 09:01 pm (UTC)okay. i’m listening.
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Date: 2021-06-07 09:04 pm (UTC)I mean. No sleeping in our bed, for one.
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Date: 2021-06-07 09:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-07 09:16 pm (UTC)Just---just be aware. Okay?
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Date: 2021-06-08 02:09 am (UTC)if that makes it any easier to forgive him. i know he allowed it to happen, but maybe it wouldn't have if i hadn't pushed so hard.
of course.
i love you.
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Date: 2021-06-08 02:22 am (UTC)I love you too.
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Date: 2021-06-08 02:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-08 02:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-08 02:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-08 02:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-08 03:12 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-06-08 03:25 am (UTC)It's that the possibility of hurting me either didn't occur to you, or wasn't enough to deter you.
Three times, Vax.
You're my other half. I just. I can't understand.
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Date: 2021-06-08 03:38 am (UTC)i'm --
just sorry.
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Date: 2021-06-08 05:17 am (UTC)And I forgive you. I just.
My mind forgives you. But my heart needs time. Does that make any sense?
I want this feeling to go away and go back to normal as much as you do, gods do I, but it won't. And it won't for a while.
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Date: 2021-06-09 01:09 am (UTC)i've missed you so much, vex'ahlia. i'm not me without you.