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it doesn't make me feel like less of a bad mother. i know that logically in this situation I'm not.

i just miss her. her and her 4pm snacktime and how she lights up at Percy, and the way she smells after she's bathed and the way she looks at me as she falls asleep.

i hate this place. i never knew what it meant before, and now

i find myself fantasizing about burning the place to the ground if it means i get to hold her at least a minute sooner.

[vaax]

[ it’s difficult for vax’ildan to sympathize. this island has given him a new hope, second chances at life and the relationships he’d let slide in taldorei. he wants to stay, more than he ever has.

but this isn’t about him. ]

i understand the need. the want. and if home is where you want to go, i would bend heaven and hell to get you there. i’m sorry.

you don’t have to go through this alone. you know you’ll always have me, you are part of me. when you hurt, i hurt.

[vex]

i don't win in this situation. ever.

i stay, i have you and lose her.

i leave, i hold her and lose you. again.

this isn't a feeling that will just go away, i don't think. she's a part of me as much as you are. maybe more.

[vaax]

[ ouch. but, like, he gets it. still, ow? ]

then i’ll help fjord do whatever it takes to get you home.

[vex]

[ have kids, vax. ]

it

it means the world to me, vax.