i thought they mightve not let it happen here, someone mentioned something about it, but. you never mentioned at home.
here i imagine it would complicate matters much more than they already are. i can't imagine being as moody as i was then, here. remind me to tell you about the time i starting actually crying over a missing sock.
yes, i suppose you're right. i've always just sort of felt like it was another thing that had been taken away, but there's no real reason i couldn't, even though i don't wish to remarry.
it can be, if that's what you want. our mother did just fine without our father as long as she did. you don't always need two.
and you know percy and i would drop everything to help you. i'm sure shaun and the rest of vox would as well.
as for the sock, i was so emotional one night doing laundry over a lost sock, i think in the third trimester. i was washing vesper's things, and lost one of her socks. and proceeded to break down in tears, afraid her poor feet would be cold.
that fucked up on being pregnant, let me tell you. percy was beside himself. supportive, but still not my proudest moment.
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;___; oh noooo
no, no. that's...exactly what i meant.
i...don't think they...y'know. whatever's...y'know. let it happen here. and...well. at home.
so i think about it a lot, what it would be like, but i couldn't really imagine it, you know? so thank you. this is exactly what i meant.
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what do you mean, at home?
i thought they mightve not let it happen here, someone mentioned something about it, but. you never mentioned at home.
here i imagine it would complicate matters much more than they already are. i can't imagine being as moody as i was then, here. remind me to tell you about the time i starting actually crying over a missing sock.
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not at home, either.
i'm already a wreck here, i mean i can't even imagine, but.
a sock?
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im sure you already know this. but i want to say it anyways, but. you don't have to sign off children just because of vax.
he asked us to live, dear. if you want to have children---even without a partner. if you want to, you should.
alright?
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yes, i suppose you're right. i've always just sort of felt like it was another thing that had been taken away, but there's no real reason i couldn't, even though i don't wish to remarry.
or, well, just marry, i guess.
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it can be, if that's what you want. our mother did just fine without our father as long as she did. you don't always need two.
and you know percy and i would drop everything to help you. i'm sure shaun and the rest of vox would as well.
as for the sock, i was so emotional one night doing laundry over a lost sock, i think in the third trimester. i was washing vesper's things, and lost one of her socks. and proceeded to break down in tears, afraid her poor feet would be cold.
that fucked up on being pregnant, let me tell you. percy was beside himself. supportive, but still not my proudest moment.
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and my father, too, even though i know it was different.
thank you, Vex. I appreciate that.
...that's so cute. you just loved her so much even though she wasn't even born yet. did you find the sock??
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& of course, dear.
oh i found the sock. four months later, when she'd already grown out of it, of course, but you know. i laughed about it, really.