it doesn't make me feel like less of a bad mother. i know that logically in this situation I'm not.
i just miss her. her and her 4pm snacktime and how she lights up at Percy, and the way she smells after she's bathed and the way she looks at me as she falls asleep.
i hate this place. i never knew what it meant before, and now
i find myself fantasizing about burning the place to the ground if it means i get to hold her at least a minute sooner.
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Date: 2021-06-19 10:43 pm (UTC)i just miss her. her and her 4pm snacktime and how she lights up at Percy, and the way she smells after she's bathed and the way she looks at me as she falls asleep.
i hate this place. i never knew what it meant before, and now
i find myself fantasizing about burning the place to the ground if it means i get to hold her at least a minute sooner.